41.  And I am aware of my past life.

42.  And I am endeavouring to destroy that worth I can not help admiring?

43.  And I am glad, yes, glad with all my heart.

44.  And I am not talking about the drunken louts who beat their wives to death in a cellar.

45.  And I am not too tired, not too stoned and not too straight.

46.  And I should perhaps add that to this day I am practically innumerate.

47.  And that, I am afraid, is just about the most interesting thing you can say about it.

48.  And then I end up getting really pissed off because here I am trying to play with him.

49.  And yet, am I entirely satisfied with my lot?

50.  Are the reasons still valid, or am I maintaining a merely sentimental tie?